unconscious feeling...

today rase lain mcm sgt...pg2 lg aku dah rase lain. aku x tau nape...bile wat report n mcm2 pg td aku rase pelik bile tgk tarikh ari nie. aku rase mcm sumthin important 16hb june nie tp aku xbp igt...bile aku duk sorang2 n pk blk rupe2 nye anniversary aku wit my 'kenangan terindah'. suppose to be our 4 years anniversary...tp nak wat mcm mane jodoh x pjg...die pun dah ade pengganti aku. dah 2org die couple selepas aku...tp aku? still mcm nie gak...still single mingle jingle bell...im single but not available. no love at tis moment...still need to hang in there...arrgghhhh tetibe rase rindu sgt2 kat my 'kenangan terindah'. hurmmm...how i wish can meet n talk wit him again...jd kwn pun ckp la...

24!!!

on 8th April 2010...im 1 year older. 2010=24 years old...alamak feel dah tua la pulak. hurmmm nak kene cari calon dah nie...tp ade ke yg nak nie? ade ke yg sudi masuk meminang...xpe la ask my dundut msk meminang la kalu mcm nie...my dundut jgn tgg lame2 ok. nanti terperam lame sgt lak sy nie...hehehehehe. hurmmm pe yg nak cite dlm nie its about my birthday celebration...wahhh very the suweet n romantik gitew...thanx to who ever yg bg idea nak selebret in dat situation k...very appreciate sgt. thanx a lots...hurmmm tis year i feel much more better n feel my birthday coz im celebrate it with happy moment...no more sad2 moment...arggghhhh bende dah lps jgn di kenang kalu bole buat meerana jiwa je...well before my birthday i ade la wat wishlist...mane tau kan jadi kenyataan. nak tau pe my wishlist? walaupun xnak tau tp i nak bg tau gak...hurmmm jap ade 10 tau my wishlist..hurmmm my birthday present wish list...1) E72 2) Red Laptop 3) Red Ixus Camera 4) A dozen of white red roses 5) M.O.N.E.Y 6) Longlasting happiness of me and my family 7) new heels 8) new dress 9) get my curve back (own effort for my own birthday) and last but not least 10) holiday wit my gossip clan...dlm 10 wishlist tue hanye 1 je yg i dpt which is a dozen of white red roses...huhuhuhu neway dapat gak kan. thanx to my dundut coz give me the flower and also a red box wit a set of perfume and lotion. really loike it...thanx alots to everyone on dat nite who were there to celebrate my birthday...really really appreciate it...ok let me share some of the moment dat nite wit u guys...


here my birthday cake...

2010...

hurmmm dah bln bape baru nak cite psal new year. gler lambat ko nie farah...xpe at least i share my moment wit all of u...on the nite of new year, me, my dundut, ctah n pecca went to ctah houz and plan juz to a hef a nice view look of bunga api at ctah houz coz umah die atas bukit so clear2 nampak satu kl punye bunga api...so tepat 12 o'clocks ktrg dah ready kat kdi mamak nak tgk bunga api punye psl...nasib baik kdi mamak tue kat hujung skali so sambil mkn sambil tgk...hihihihihihi...then afta 1 hour tgk bunga api ktrg pun decide nak g club njoy the music n hef fun so straight to spin bar...there adam n his frens join us. having fun gler!!! me dari awal sampe blk non-stop dance k. hurmmm mcm2 lagu lak tue yg kuar tue yg xleh tggl kan dance floor...hurmmm new year and i hef new hope...hope 2010 will be better than 2009...how i wish everythin can be erase every end of the year and will be start back all over again...hurmmm 2010 here i come...here i share some photo during the bunga api session and in the club k...

CNY at Palace of Golden Horses

new pun dah lame gler baru nak cite k dlm blog...almaklumlah xde laptop n broadband. kene tgg blk umah cheras baru leh update skit2...ape yg dpt di update update la dulu...hurmmm tis year chineese new year i celebrate at my hotel...and its my first time wearing cheongsam. all the ladies at front office department wearing cheongsam...so pweety and lengloi meh...hurmmm first in my life me dpt angpow from my bos hehehehehe dream nak dpt angpau mase chineese new year akhirnye termakbul hehehehehehe...here ade few pic to share, let the pic continue the story k.

14 March 2010

sunday 14 march 2010 - my activity start dgn bgn tdo, mandi, g amik ctah kat flora damansara, siap2 nak g org kahwin then jumpa sya wa kat steven pandan indah then straigh g umah pija n han...drg ajak g sepupu pija kahwin n wat kat umah pija. hurmmm mcm mane leh kenal si pija dgn han nie? hurmmm pjgn citenye tp bile di pendek kan jd la kenal time oiam season 3 dulu so dah jd close frens skrg lebih2 lg dgn si han na o mei tue...bez tau drg nie. family drg pun frensly n happening k...afta dah berpanas n lpk2 tunjuk muka me, my dundut, ctah, an, sya n wa g panjat ulu langat n g mandi air terjun kat pansun...bez air laju n dalam but kuning la. short i pun still kuning2 lg k. then baru 1o min msk tetibe air laju k...trus duk tepi diam2...rupe2 nye hujan daa...duk la main hujan. syok lak bile dah lame tak main hujan...10min gak la hujan then reda. hujan panas lak tue. lucky x demam. lps je hujan trus makn lauk sya msk. nyum nyum thanx sya! syg awak...mkn smape nak termuntah k. syedap sgt...hurmmm not much too say...juz let the pic do the talking...

Overdue...

lucky i can vacuum all the sawangness at my blog. so long x update k simpan kat draft jew. nie ade mase leh la post skit2. hurmmm wut i want to share wit all of u? hurmm last weekend i had front office department bowling tournament at south city plaza. around 24 fo staff were there include my bos MR STEVEN ONG...wah so happy and really had fun ok. even though i dunno how to play bowling but still i try my bez and two games i got 2nd high score among my team. the best part is my dundut came and give support to me and make me suprise my dundut wear blue t-shirt coz my team is BLUE colour...thanx B. hurmmm all my team mcm beginner player je so fhm2 je la...dpt no 6 k. the last one...for me its ok. as long i enjoy the game...lets the pictures do teh talking.







syok bergambar sume....




look my bos yg botak pakai baju putih berdiri kat blakang skali tue...









and its end of it...
till the next post we meet again k...

2009 memeories...

365 almost gone...day past so goes to all my memories all long year of 2009. from all the i have been gone through, the conclusion i can said is sucks...! i lost my loce ones, i had a terrible birthday nite, i had a messed up life, i fight wit my mother and much more...even though i had pain but still there is a happiness a little bit on 2009. i grad for the second time and tis time isfor my degree, i god a bouquet and 3 stalks of flower from my love one...for the first time he celebrate my birthday and gave me a present and tis year is the first and the last we celebrate together. feel so sad...i hope one day we can be together again...at last i got a job as a front office assistant at Palace of The Golden Horses, i meet up wit my long lost cousins nina, hannah and imran, being gud back wit my grandmother, have a family trip dinner at melaka but still my angah joe family cant join but its ok we understand, it will takes time for him. hurmmm i miss my love, i miss my frens and i miss both of them so much...i hope 2010 will be more better and bring me more happiness...