2009 memeories...

365 almost gone...day past so goes to all my memories all long year of 2009. from all the i have been gone through, the conclusion i can said is sucks...! i lost my loce ones, i had a terrible birthday nite, i had a messed up life, i fight wit my mother and much more...even though i had pain but still there is a happiness a little bit on 2009. i grad for the second time and tis time isfor my degree, i god a bouquet and 3 stalks of flower from my love one...for the first time he celebrate my birthday and gave me a present and tis year is the first and the last we celebrate together. feel so sad...i hope one day we can be together again...at last i got a job as a front office assistant at Palace of The Golden Horses, i meet up wit my long lost cousins nina, hannah and imran, being gud back wit my grandmother, have a family trip dinner at melaka but still my angah joe family cant join but its ok we understand, it will takes time for him. hurmmm i miss my love, i miss my frens and i miss both of them so much...i hope 2010 will be more better and bring me more happiness...

Its my bezfrens wedding...

yesterday i went to my bezfrens wedding at dewan bahasa...i feel so sebak when i saw him at the pelamin. in my heart "akhirnya ko kahwin gak chai dgn pilihan ati ko"...all tis while i feel pity wit his love story...he deserves a gud gurl coz he's one of a gud man...why im saying tis coz tice i fall in love wit him but its already stated dat i cant be his gf and past is past, now its true dat he's married to a gurl called anie...im really happy for u chai. ur the bez man and the besfrens i ever had. wit u i can share everythin my problem...i hope we can still be bezfrens...




sesi potong kek...




wit najib yg dah kurus...





wit my date dat day...




wit the bride and bridegroom




the last pic wit chai for the last time...

Overdue...

its been so long, i havent update my blogs since ly last post during ramadhan...ouh man dat was 3 month ago and now nak msk nue year pun. damn long overdue post la nie. so many things happen and so many things changes. been very busy to update and sometimes i forgot about tis blog. hurmmm afta ramadhan dat its my raya celebration...i feel so happy tis raya coz i get to meet up wit my long lost cousin again nina, hannah and plus my nue chubby nad cute 'adik' imran...they so beaytiful and my nina and hannah so pretty. its been an ages i didnt meet wit them...feel so happy. my raya only count 2 days only then afta 2nd day raya im back normal...but as usual every weekend pack wit open houz...need to attend here and there. hey chup! before i g jauh lg...i dah berhenti keje at innai on the 1st week of oktober...so afta dat jd penanam anggur yg berjaya selama sebln...

talk about keje...now dah 1 month im working at palace at the golden horses as front office asisstant based at business centre now...u knoe wut on the fourth day start working at reception rm200 missing and i need to pay it and most people think dat i took it...wut a shit la! i baru start keje then cctv kiri kanan ade xkan nak curi kot. resit pun kuar la. juz bcoz my name was there i need to pay and im the one who be blame it. i feel so frustrated. feel like nak quit je time tue...but pepatah kata berani kerana benar. so i stay je la but not anymore at reception but business centre and im happy working here...

in the month of december also i meet up wit tis 2 hot ladies from bali indonesia who working wit my dundut at tune hotel...they came to kl juz for trainning so i mangae to bring both of them around kl and the main place is at BB as usual for all tourists. i bring them to sari ratu and tapau for them wong solo and they were very happy. plus there one nite i bring them to one club official launching at mont kiara. i feel happy coz make them happy and enjoy stay at kl...oopsss lupe lak nak mention their names...one dora and another one is rini. hey both of u im happy knowing u. next time i go to bali u treat me well k...bole ke mcm tue? hurmmm wut ever...

haa...one thing one of my frens from bb now at Hong Kong...im not pretty sure wut she doin there but wut i heard she working there...gud luck to u nai and take care of ur self. we will miss ur laugh and ur story mory...

tis 27th of december one of my bezfrens reception. he's married othe 20th of december..i feel happy for him. at last he married to his dream gurl and now the end of his gatal life. hey u still my best boy chalie...i will never forget the moment i wit u where we share all our problem and laugh to ur jokes and how u tease me wit ur stupid word. hurmmm...im crying now. i hope we can still be bezfrens chai...

one of my university frens also getting married but its early next year so it will be the next post...hurmmm now im thinking when will be my turn to get married to my prince charming? hurmmm my dundut masuk la meminang...

till here...
latr i will upload picture to share wit u guys all the moment while im not updating my blog...

BBGS gurl berbuka gathering...

Again tis year me and my BB gurls gather for buka puasa juz tis year we make it a little bit and 2 new face join us which is Shiela and Lynda...as usual we gather and we talk anout or school time again and again. its really not boring talk bout our past moment...make us laugh even though dah banyak kali cite ok! tis time kiteorg berbuka kat nandos KLCC and again i need to go to KLCC the next day afta i bernuka wit my sista's and my someone didn't join coz she working...so pity her but its ok byk lg mase can spent time together...afta eat nandos as usual we have a coffee at starbucks. u knoe wut...at nandos xleh nak rsvp...first come first serve. arrggghhhh so bengang ok. dtg2 je the staff said dat all table full...so we decide buka dgn ape2yg light dulu then later baru mkn nandos...almost 8pm baru dpt mkn nandos! urggghhhh geram and everybody blame me coz im the host tis year but its ok...its normal tis small things happen...

afta eating nandos i decide to celebrate Zila birthday which is on the 5th of august but we celebrate on the 29th hehehehehe kesian die celebrate lambat but at least we still rememba...ouh u knoe i love u zila...nanai mcm malu k coz die kene pegang kek and time nyanyi birthday song everybody kat starbucks pandang nani...hehehehehe so malu but i juz ignore it...i juz wanna hef fun wit my gurl...of course there will be a photo session...will update the photo and share with all of u later...wanting to hef a berbuka gath again before raya...hope so we can make it.

17 years old friendship...

on the 27th of august which is on the 6th day of puasa...i had a blast break fast day with my sista's which is also my frens...PENG, KUDUT, GENDUT, BLUR AND MOK. we have been frens since 7 years old and almost 17th years old of frenship...but so sad one of us can't make it huhuhuhuhu...we break our fast at Chilis KLCC and my someone join us. kesian die buka sorang2 nanti kat umah without me so i ajak la skali...and the gurls pun ok je. well she easy to mix wit anybody...thats why i love her...we chat, we gossip, we laugh, we posing and we share ou past moment again and agin...thats was fun and awesome. we to make it as our annual gathering coz its not easy for us to gather like that coz everyone was busy wit working and study...there a few pic to share wit...enjoy!

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak...

bulan ramadhan menjelma kembali...afta 1 year gone now came back again...hurmmm x sabar rasenye nak berpuasa tahun nie. at least at the same time bole diet. bole ke?
rase bole kot coz last year dpt trn gak and almost bole pki saiz S k ready madenye baju kurung...hurmmmm chaiyok! chaiyok! farah...hehehehehehe talk to myself...hope tis raya bole posa penuh and krg skit tggl posa tue...hope dpt buke bersama yg tersyg mcm thn2 sebelum nie...Selamat Menyambut bulan Ramadhan kepada semua and Selamat Berpuasa...moga2 posa kita thn nie di berkati ALLAH SWT dan dirahmati dgn limpah kurnianya...moga Ramadhan ini bukan yg terakhir utk kita bersama...amin

Aman and Pika Birthday Celebration...

Last saturday me, Ija, Ctah, Rudy, Sya, Wa, and Abip celebrate Aman and Pika belated Birthday at one of western restaurant at Kg Baru...it was a suprise celebration actually and also suprise for other beside me and Ija...coz Zie turun KL and join the celebration. Only me tau yg die turun and i plan want to make it as a suprise to everybody...and mmmg suprise and sume terkejut Zie join coz before dat Rudy and Sya ade msg die but Zie ckp die kat Cherating...hahahahahaha gus one Zie...

Ok back to the birthday celebration...actually both of them nye birthday dah lps...sorang 21th and sorang 25th i think but kiteorg lupe2 due2 nye birthday skali and Pika lak time tue kat Sabah tgh trainning bola...lupe sgt2 nak wish both of them..sampe aman merajuk dgn sume org...almaklumlah sume dah dok jauh2...so x bp nak igt sgt. bz ddgn activity msg2...so dat nite drg quite suprise and happy gak la coz akhirnye celebrate gak birthday dorg...aman pun x majuk lg...and the bez part afta kiteorg dah abis nyanyi birthday song for both of them..Pika bole tanye..."eh kek nie utk kite ke?" gelak besar sume org afta dgr Pika tanye mc tue...Yes Pika its for both of u...here a few pic to share on the celebration nite...



Sing a birthday song for them...afta finish Pika ask that cute quest...



All of us...dah lame tak kumpul mcm nie huhuhuhuhu...









Everybody missing Zie...Gossip Clan reunion back...



the only guy dat nite...




Zie with Aman & Pika




Ctah and Rudy...




Sya & Wawa...




Both of them...Aman & Pika




Me and Ija...

M.Y.O.B

people out there can u pls mind your own biz...? why you love to talk bout other people but u urself more worse...? eh cermin la diri tue dulu...jgn nak nampak salah org lain je tp salah sendiri x nampak. pk diri tue dah bgs sgt ke? eh lum tentu bgs tau...pkran tue jgn la sempit sgt...luas kan skit minda n pikiran tue...tue asyik hidup dlm kelompok same je so minda x berkembang langsung. tolong la yea MIND YOUR OWN BIZ...plz dun disturb my life anymore...im sick of your report activity...its like so bdk kecik...!

to someone...

The Virgin – Cinta Terlarang

Kau kan slalu tersimpan di hatiku
Meski ragamu tak dapat ku miliki
Jiwaku kan slalu bersamamu
Meski kau tercipta bukan untukku

Tuhan berikan aku cinta satu kali lagi
Hanya untuk barsamanya
Ku mencintainya sungguh mencintainya

Rasa ini sungguh tak wajar
Namun ku ingin tetap bersama dia
Untuk selamanya

Mengapa cinta ini terlarang
Saat ku yakini kaulah milikku
Mengapa cinta kita tak bisa bersatu
Saat ku yakin tak ada cinta selain dirimu

Tuhan berikan aku hidup satu kali lagi
Hanya untuk bersamanya
Ku mencintainya sungguh mencintainya

Rasa ini sungguh tak wajar
Namun ku ingin tetap bersama dia
Untuk selamanya

i love tis song so much...
its a dedication to someone...

continue of short holiday trip...

continue of the last ppost...

afta the wedding i went back to the hotel and decide to go to teluk chempedak and mandi laut...yahooo! b4 that singgah jap kat east coast mall beli oopsss...secret skit then dah beli straight to teluk chempedak. sampe je trus lompat msk laut. dah tkr baju mandi dlm kete siap2...hehehehehe kete double tinted la katekan...for sure gelap n org xnampak... almost half hour mandi then take shower n clean up. tp yg x bez nye xdpt tgk sunset...xde sunset petang tue. hurmmm so sad...


afta mandi laut...


us afta taking shower...


nampak x laut blakang tue...?

i went back to kl ari ahad ptg bertolak around 3.30 and sampe around 5.30...cepat gak la. besa la perjalanan balk lg cpt dari pegi. ade la juga bw blk keropok n buah for souvenir...bez gak la even though a short holiday and really pack wit activity...but i had fun. wanting for a long holiday at the beach...
otw blk pun ade pic gak...bosan kan dlm kete x wat pape. xleh nak tdo nak tdo nanti driver bw over limit...


hehehe take pic wit driver jap...sian die kene drive








nie la jadinye bile dah bosan xtau nak wat pe dlm kete...


not more than 100km ok!

short holiday...

last week i had a short holiday n went back to my frens hometown at pahang...it was fun+tired=awesome journey. our journey started on friday nite afta i finish my work at 8pm. we start from my frens sista house around 10pm and heading straight without stoing at any r&r...a little bi7t tired for me coz baru lps abis keje then shoot pegi pahang lak...sepjg jln i psg cd coz xnak bg ngantuk nanti sian my frens drive sorang2. ouh...kiteorg g 2 kete. 1 kete me, my frens n her sista & another one car my frens sista wit her frens. i feel so happy coz dah lame sgt nak g holiday and at last dpt gak. i nyanyi je along the journey...and the best part i nyanyi lagu dangdut sampe lah dah sampe hotel...enjoy beb...kakak my frens pun lyn gak. once reach trus msk bilik then tdo. 3jam gak la perjalanan. pic odw to pahang xde la...sori...

the next day wake u early coz ade wedding to be attend...theme red. i dun hef any red baju kurung even though i like red coz my mum ckp so kg suke merah...as if i kisah kan? so i pki reddish pink top wit sarong. glamer jap la...here a few pic to share...


its me...hehehe


me and my frens...someone


wit my frens niece...


us...

there more pic but ckp la nie kan...
hint2 je...

Fav song of mine now...

i get tis song from my frens...when i hear for the first time trus suke coz of the melody...so catchy and makes me want to hear over and over again. so you guys enjoy k...hope u like it too...

Nite At Pavi...

last sunday i when for shopping at kl triangle...BB. its been a while x pegi BB for jln2 and shopping so i sent a day there jln from sg wang till pavilion. me and someone jln sampe lenguh kaki and x larat nak climb from shop to another...when dah penat pwe eat at pavi food court...i eat my asam laksa nyum nyum and someone fav meal, nasi ayam...hurmmm sory my ayat rojak skit mix of bm n bi hoe bole fhm hihihihi...

so afta finish eating...i give a gud idea to watch movie and guess wut cite pe kiteorg tgk...hehehehehe transformers again. since someone pun suke transformers then die trus agree and happy buying tiket around 9.30. while waiting someone nak smoke pula...so kiteorg pegi la kat entrance yg dkt dgn starhill tue and i saw one big reliplika of bunya raya...wah so beautiful ok. dgn lamu warna warni, air ancut yg trn naik...so damn beautiful...

tibe2 rase mcm nak flashback zaman dulu2...zamn my school was there. i imagine the lace i waiting someone smoke tue near my canteen, class blok which i forget name blok tue...imagine my old school which is secondary and primary and the size of the school is almost the whole pavi ok...im proud coz pavi is situated on my school landmark and at the same time i feel so sad bcoz my school was gone n need to demolished bcoz want to build this huge pavilion huhuhuhu...



this bunga raya relika...



me at the bunga raya...hehehehe posing jap



me while waitin someone smoking...



me and someone at bunga raya...

Reunion batch 2003

last nite we had gathering for batch 2003 at CPK KLCC...had an awesome nite wit my ex-school mate last nite. even though skit je yg ade but its fine and still had time to chit chat wi others...most of them tgh keje n blajar skrg...ade yg dah engaged n other yg getting engaged n will married. hurmmm...my frens ramai yg dah one step further juz me yg stil cari yg sesuai or xde kot. gud for u guys. i support u from behind. to someone i will sponsor u sumthin on ur big day...but its a secret k...juz wait and see. im thinking for next meet u but our own colleague je kot. lame gak x jumpe my close frens nie...rindu bangat sama kalian. till now...meet next post

dedicate to my lovely frens...

Ctah, Zie, Rudy & Sya...
i love you guys so much...!!!
Our memory together will always remain in my heart and also in my mind...
Even though we hef less time together and hang out now be we will still be frens forever...
No matter what happen between us...
This video dedicate to all of u...
Enjoy it...

past and now...

hurmmm...afta so long i update my blog. hurmmm...now im a fresh graduate wit a degree holder a now prepare to build my career life. my pointer not that really gud but its ok for me and im proud wit myself at last i finish my degree on time. im planning to further my study but dunno yet...sejak bile farah rajin blajar nie? im wonderin why? hurmmmm....last nite i watch transformers premiere at GSC Pavilion. it was my last minute try to buy the ticket and my luck i got it and the show at 12.00am. even though its late but my eyes still open wide bcoz of that movie. around 3.00am the shows over and im straight back to my houz and get a gud sleep. thanx god it was a gud sleep coz someone temaning me sleep 2gether...hehehehehehe

1st post...

at last i hef my own blog to share with my frens about myself and what activity goin on around me...not much to say on tis 1st post actually...its like a starting for me for my blog. well last but not least...enjoy for my nue post and i will make sure to update from time to time...LUV YA!